the bulbous mass is moving with movement.
fat and meat clinging to the frame.
green light flashing. constant red pinprick.
leaving static marks on writhing naked torso.
loathing folds.
burning my core every night. wanting more from my dead weight body.
my arms moving- weight distribution shifting every moment. active not passive intervention on my part. need more involuntary control too... i believe firmly that i walk with the slightest swagger. it makes me self conscious...
i can't believe the number of times i told myself that i'd never be this person.















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